Thursday, May 13, 2021

05.13.2021_May(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)


Date:  Thursday May 13, 2021 

 

Meditation Opportunities

Proverbs 31:30  (NIV)  @BIBLEGATEWAY.COM

30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.

 

 (@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

 “When things seem all wrong, look for growth opportunities.”

1 Peter 5:6-7  Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time.  Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

Psalm 62:8  Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge.

1 Thessalonians 5:18  Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.

 

 

 Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com)

Newsboys - We Believe

Evan Craft, Redimi2, Danny Gokey - Be Alright

Tennessee whiskey (lyrics video) by Chris Stapleton

John Michael Howell - "BEFORE YOU GO" JESUS VERSION

Grace Will Lead Me Home David Dunn

Pat Barrett - Canvas and Clay (Live) ft. Ben Smith

Micah Tyler - Different

 

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

Dare to be different and not fit into that worldly mold that says you must be this way or that way to be anything at all.   I have always dared to step out and be my own even if I do get caught up in some like patterns every now and again.     I am always me and nothing in this world defines who I was created by or how, or even the why.

I may never understand half of what is or is not; but I know God created each and every living soul with his own hands, mind, and spirit.     

The world is His giant canvas, and we are the colors and clay that he designed then gave free will.   We are the choices that make things so abstract, hard to visualize or even be at times.

We make His beauty into one giant chess game of life where battles of the mind, spirits, and flesh over power our own or even strangers.   Thinking we are winning by taking from those around us.

 

Pawns, Kings, rooks, and knights.  Battles against each other and at times deep within our own beings.  The apocalypse within our very own beings has been on-going and, in this century, just more publicized across the world then maybe ever before. 

Diving into Jesus; gaining a greater peace than the mercy and grace that flows through one’s being, when walking with Christ Jesus.

We all have our human flesh side that takes over and how we deal with life; be it when we are on the mountain tops or the valleys and trying to get back up.

Neither here nor there, up or down.    What is your anchor that allows you to choose your next words, actions, deeds, or nothingness?

 

We all believe in something.  Many put too much belief in other humans only to be let down because their choices do not align 100% with that which we think should be.  Some put everything into others as long as they can feed off what they give out freely.  Yet once it stops, they run for another to align and consume.

Living life like that smooth Tennessee whiskey where those sweet moments until you do not know if your heart will ever mend when you come down from being stoned on that love that ignites with the one that no longer exists.

We will be alright there is no worries there unless that is just who you are.   

When we realize yesterday is gone and we were allowed to get back up today.  May we refocus and purpose for all that shines bright even in the dim dark places of what we call life.

Staying humble or learning what that means is something different for every soul that walks this earth.  Everyone has their own perspectives and no matter how we do our best at times it just won’t be enough for those we are surrounded by.

 

That is okay… We just need to learn to be who we were meant to be for our growth and purpose of the space and time we are given.

Created in the image of God we were all created for love, mercy, and grace.    Many will never reflect that and unfortunately there will be so much collateral damage along the way.    But those of us who dig deep and truly believe will work towards being our best selves to even flicker that light of hope.

Learning to not take life or anyone in it for granted and getting back up absorbing the lessons when we are on the other end.

 

Happiness is temporary but holding on to that hope and joy deep in our souls is beyond spiritual.     Knowing the difference during the moments given is priceless.

 

Many including myself believe in the God that is written about for centuries, I believe in Jesus and with that the peace that is like that comfort blanket will always wrap me up and hold me tight even when I am in pieces no matter what the reason on any given day.

On any given day or night when God whispers that name, that memory, that place and fills you with abundance of all things.  Acknowledge all the beauty that was and let go anything that did not go according to your plans.  Knowing the plans of the universe always win.

Anyway, on this new day with abundance of so many opportunities awaiting throughout the time you are given.     Grasp on all that is good and work past all that just doesn’t fit.  

 

How?

Tap into a true bible-based spiritual place of teaching and worship.  Challenge what man dictates, circle up with no agenda friends and purpose to grow your spirit for the better.  Podcasts, music, music, music!   And teachings that you can confirm and affirm.      Fill your mind with hope, light and all that brings growth.   Until next time much love and peace!

Wednesday, May 12, 2021

05.12.2021_May(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)


Date:  Wednesday May 12, 2021 

 

Meditation Opportunities

Proverbs 31:10, 27-28  (NIV)  @BIBLEGATEWAY.COM

Epilogue: The Wife of Noble Character   10 [a]A wife of noble character who can find?      She is worth far more than rubies.

 

 (@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

 “Learn to relate to others through My love rather than yours.  Your human love is ever so limited, full of flaws and manipulations.”

Psalm 36:5  Your love, O Lord, reaches to the heavens, your faithfulness to the skies.

Exodus 33:14  The Lord replied, “My presence will go with you, and I will give you rest.”

Matthew 11:28-29  “Come to me, all you who are wear and burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find your rest for your souls.”

 

 

 Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com)

 

Third Day - Your Love Oh Lord

Cry In My Heart - Starfield

Scars by TobyMac

Sinking Deep | Hillsong Young and Free

Stand By Me - Music Travel Love (Ben E. King Cover)

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud) Thank you for this new day and the way to make me smile knowing how this crazy mind of mine works and you start this day with a daily verse about wives and noble character.     

 How sweet that you tie up in a nice little package when going from BibleGateway to Jesus Calling. 

Yet the first thing this mind says is what about the husbands of noble character.   In just what about humanity in general.

So many twists and turns and as you say in Jesus Calling most likely knowing where this mind maze twists and turns.  “Instead of trying harder to help people through your own paltry supplies, become aware of MY unlimited supply, which is accessible to you continually.  Let My love envelop your outreach to other people.”

Subtle reminders how quickly I can get sucked in and derail from acknowledging your blessings on any given moment.

So easy just like hearing one line in a scripture and a song plays off in this head. 

How blessed am I to know the difference, know what boundaries are even if they are not used most days?    More importantly what Love can be and is through you.

Passion and compassion that never counts the cost during the moments it transpires.   Yet many will pay a lifetime for what is lost or for many never gained.

Just as the wiled paisley print of any 1880 fabric bringing wild imagination and sometimes bold design.

You in all your creativity have opened the world of all things possible to come together in harmony and brightness.   If we choose to fight forward for all that is good.

Weariness does take over, yet we get to choose to inhale deeply holding on to all that you present and want to grow.

The choices, the blessing for most and curse for others.  Freedom of will; freedom of choice.

 

The do-gooders, the Pius, the broken, those who look up no matter what, those who look down for all the right or wrong.

All in the end though their goods and deeds may have carried them to pleasures and worldly abundance.   In the end have nothing if they do not have you Jesus.

 

The fragmented pieces of this journey I am surprised I never gave in, never gave up even when I get it wrong 80% of any given day’s choices when it comes to my own flesh and desires.

Yet the journey states the ability to see the true colors in all things therefore making our abilities to just keep moving in wonderment if we do not stay face down when things trip us up.

Every living human and all that goes with us; so uniquely designed for more, deeper, higher abilities in and with you.

Yet, we stall at the gates always remembering that one bad moment, that grasping what comes easy later to find the destruction in the wake because we had no faith in why you Father God would allow us to be in the first place.

I will never really know why but I learned the tests of time have allowed me to stop chasing the why and just keep trying.

My choices my own, the voids only you Father allow to be filled.   Blessed beyond all things and prayers anyone I connect come to know that peace.

So be it wild rides at the theme park, wild imagination of passion and that deep love bursting into reality.  Or the sorrows of what the world holds more often than not.    You alone shine the brightest.

 

Thank you for allowing me to start each day anew.   No matter what is or is not.   Only that forever of what was  and forever lives deep within me.    

Wide awake even when I so wish I had excuses; even when I just want something you say not yet, not here, not now.    Finding my shelter knowing no matter it is you.     Beauty through all the misguided rushing without thinking.   

The gift of that which will never be taken away as you hold it tight keeper of my soul.    Thank you, Jesus, for allowing me to learn so much of who you are with greater hopes to really know you face to face on that one day.

Thank you for the dreams, desires, cold and frigid days, and those that I am set on fire.    Wash through me with all who are love, all you are now then in every wrong or right. 

May the burn of you Jesus never be snuffed out but made in abundance as souls unite and electricity of our current beings connect for all that is good, all that is truth even in those brief moments compared to your eternity.     Wash over all I am and ever will be!

Standing with all who believe.   Lord stand by me and show me and all I am who, and when.    As you allow me to know when to stay and when to go.     Your will, your love, your light; may I even a flicker reflect the hope and passion in all that is good and shine just a flicker of hope  when that darkness comes to consume what you intended for greatness.


Heal all I am connected Jesus; You alone know every single thing said, unsaid.    Be you in all that I am, all that I can be, all that I have and will connect.

Thank you!!!! 

Tuesday, May 11, 2021

05.11.2021_May(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)

Date:  Tuesday May 11, 2021 

 

Meditation Opportunities

Ephesians 4:32  (NIV)  @BIBLEGATEWAY.COM

32 Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.

 (@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

 “Thank Me for Your Problems.  As soon as your mind gets snagged on difficulty, bring it to Me with thanksgiving.   “The very act of thanking Me releases your mind from its negative focus. “Most of the situations that entangle your mind are not today’s concerns’ you have borrowed them from tomorrow.”

Philippians 4:6  Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything , by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.

Psalm 25:4-5  Show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths; guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior , and my hope is in you all day long.

John 14:27  “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you.  I do not give to you as the world gives.  Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”

 

 

 Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com)

 

H.E.R., Tauren Wells - Hold Us Together (Hope Mix (Official Video))

Danny Gokey - We All Need Jesus (feat. Koryn Hawthorne) (Official Music Video)

Old Church Basement Album | Elevation Worship & Maverick City

Even When It Hurts Hillsong United Lyrics

 

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

Wow incredible to the point fact that most times I do worry about what is not in my circle.  How it makes sense when people say do not borrow trouble for tomorrow. 

Somethings you just got to let go and if you choose to put them in the abyss or let God.   Either way we need to stop robbing ourselves with all that which causes darkness and negativity and at some point, if we spend time being worried well it robs us from all that is enlightening and beautiful.

 

Even if for only a moment in time; we had that moment!

My God that I believe in through all the here and now and all the spiritual and yes there is good, and bad.  Light and dark in the world today and always eternally in the spiritual world.

We are more than just creation that some grand puppet master has breathed to exist and be toys.

 

Yes, My belief there are some great chess masters in this game called life.   Some are really good at making us feel like the pawns or even taken completely out.    But we can pick ourselves up every moment we are given and just keep fighting and growing forward.

We all believe in something.  We all need a savior.   

What will the choice you make be?    I need not know that answer.  Although, if you are part of my here and now, I am just that one that feels, loves, and wants the best for and with you.   But also, that same one that when you hand me the tools to cut you off because you cannot get past your own deceptions, lies, or need to use up everyone around you.  Well, it will never mean I ever stopped caring.  But most likely I miss you always for who you could have been.

 

I have never been high maintenance or one that holds allot of expectation over anyone I am connected.

Just be your best self and stop constantly expecting from everyone else what you could be doing for yourself and even others around you.

If something is not being done according to you and your own liken; well do it yourself.

I am thankful for every second of any breath I am given of my own and those I am allowed to connect.    Yes, even I have these reminders to myself about worry when its wasteful; grumping when things are not the way I wish for.  Even tears shed for sometimes not even knowing why I care and wanting to not feel.

Life is fragile for every single soul.   As I was reminded where my roots came from this past week traveling.   Reminded our choices belong to only our own beings!

 

Wishing I could do so much more for those I care deeply about; yet knowing their choices belong to them alone.      I cannot allow myself be made to take on the burdens of something that was not mine to choose.

Doing our very best with what we get to work with and well acknowledging yes there will always be something better or something worse.   Yet what we do with the seconds we are given matters.

Spending it trying to grasp which is out of reach; spending it on would of, should or could of; well time we give away is more precious than anything in this world.   We will never get any time back that we give away.

So, all those times when we find ourselves let down and broken.   That let down, that almost relationship that made you feel outside this world, that gift that was broken, that life that was lost.      For me, I just have to hold on to what was and be thankful for all those moments I did, I could, and I will.   

Protection and guidance for me is in the hands of the maker himself.  For all I am, all I will ever be depends on the very breath that Jesus himself allows me each day I am given.

As I hugged my family not knowing when or if I will see them again on this plain and found my way back to here and now.   As I lay awake feeling that essence of something that has hold of me deep with in this soul that I just so badly want to feel, see, and taste.

As I looked out over the beautiful puffy clouds imagining if only, we could lay up on them looking down floating and wondering if that is where God rests if he rests at any time.

Reality can sting, bite really hard at times.   But it is the beauty we allow to flow through and out or what we consume forever second, we are allowed.

Life is what it is until it is not.    And at no time will any of it or pieces of it make sense.   However, knowing whom you belong to; knowing everything in this world is temporal.   The good, the bad and all the in between…

Learning what to hold on to or what to let go.   Sometimes it is done for us.    Sometimes we let go but we can never really be free.    Those moments of love, life or whatever we think it feels like.     Give thanks for then, for now and for anything that is yet to come.

 

Don’t waste one second holding on what could have been.    What is will be what may be is yet to come.   What will you own; what will you acknowledge that even the worst pit of darkness can be lit up by your own mind, soul, and actions?

 

So as your choices lead you to call out and blame others.    Remember how you got there and know as long as you have life you can change all you are.

 

Life is what it is until it is not.    Tomorrow is never promised but today is ours for the making.

If He the one who gives you air in your lungs and movement in your body, hearing in your ears and sight in your eyes.        Be all you can be and be thankful even through the pain.

 

I could talk about the 100foot plus grand trees, the plush green and bold colors.   But what is naked to the human eye is what is in the depths of each breath this soul is given.

Forever miss you, forever love you.   Eternally His even when it hurts!


Evening thoughts 

Dreaming wide awake

Fairytales of compassion and romance felt so deeply and not once are you here 

As the vampires do all the can to keep it real 


Keep you alive as they drain your very essence for their own personal lust


Where are you now ?

The shadow swings through the forest medicated in your own delicious abandonment 


The one that has always been then and forever will be now


Do not look away

See me naked soul wide open waiting for the one truth that exists somewhere 


Then now maybe yes maybe no yet absolute eternity 


Feel  me pouring through your veins never taking yet cravings left so deeply 


You must touch it or while trying to let go relatively release of all the pain


Taste it dripping sweet honey on the tongue swallowing up the you the me into one


Feel it stop you don’t have to pretend and run


Deeper still wrapped tightly with the Father Spirit and Son


Breathe me in the dream exit with or with out your vision the strength and promise belong blessings of the great I am. 


Let us drink the promise in the very least do more than survive if you want to come you have to show up for the ride 


That ride of a lifetime neither you or I 

But that which on your knees face down achieves the ultimate relief and untouched high


Do you feel me each breath deeper warm tears in this soul are growing don’t ever let go


We both understand and know


I’m waiting ready to burst 

Let the demons out quench that truth and thirst 


The land of milk and honey can you taste it close your eyes no sudden moves just steady stoked moves ripples through this place called earth


Wednesday, May 5, 2021

05.05.2021_May(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)


Date:  Wednesday May 5, 2021 

 

Meditation Opportunities

Philippians 4:6-7  (NIV)  @BIBLEGATEWAY.COM

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

 

 (@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

 “When you are thankful, you affirm the central truth that I am Good.  I am Light , in whom there is no darkness at all.”

Psalm 95:2  Let us come before him with thanksgiving and extol him with music and song.

1 John 1:5  This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you God is light; in him there is no darkness at all.

Psalm 19:7  The law of the Lord is perfect, reviving the soul.  The statutes of the Lord are trustworthy, making wise the simple.

Hebrews 4:16 ESV  Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.

 

 

 Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com)

 Captain Official lyric Video - Hillsong UNITED

Touch of Heaven - David Funk | Worship Night

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

Thank you for these years Father God.  Thank you for allowing me to really get to know you.  Even then I could never fathom even the first layer of what I am for and to you.   Or the abundance you are to all you have created.

Thank you for this day and as I ready to start this journey.   May you always remain my compass, may you always be my strength, may you always be the courage that allows me to get back up each time I am knocked off these feet.

No matter who is or is not.  No matter what is or is not.  What has been done or still just right here waiting.   

Thank you for me all of it.  

 

Over these next days be with in the depths in the atmosphere all who call upon who you really are.   Protect and guide, comfort for the waves will always be.    May all my connections come to find what I have found in you Jesus. 

Thank you for yesterday, today and any possibility of tomorrow. 

Tuesday, May 4, 2021

05.04.2021_May(PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe_AlwaysMeKelly)

 

Music pulled from https://www.youtube.com/ and are free for public consumption**** Bible Verses pulled from https://www.biblegateway.com/ unless noted otherwise and are free for public consumption****   (NIV -New International Version, NKJV-New King James Version, AMP -Amplified Version, TPT-The Passion Translation)


Date:  Tuesday May 4, 2021 

 

Meditation Opportunities

2 Chronicles 7:14 (NIV)  @BIBLEGATEWAY.COM

14 if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land.

 

 (@Jesus Calling 365 Devotions with Real-Life Stories @Sarah Young)

 “The more you give yourself to Me and My ways, the more I fill you with inexpressible heavenly Joy.”

Psalm 9:10  Give unto the Lord the glory due to His name; worship the Lord in the beauty of holiness.

1 Peter 1:8  Though you have not see4n him, you love Him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy.

 

 

 Soul Vibes / Motivation Movers (YouTube.Com)

 

Keith Urban - Steal My Thunder (Live from Ellen)

Imagine Dragons - Bleeding Out

Demons - Imagine Dragons

10,000 Reasons (Bless the Lord) - Matt Redman

10,000 Armies | Influence Music & Jonathan Traylor | Live at Influence Church

Natalie Grant - Held

 

 

 Daily Journal/Thoughts/ Prayers (Thinking out loud)

May we never be star struck but to the one who hangs the stars, sun, and moon in the great beyond atmosphere.    Jesus Steal the thunder and shake this world to know the truth.  

If I am delusional so, be it to be riding that wave of something better than what those who come to steal, use up or even break in us while we journey here and now.

 

None of us really know who we are going to see at the gates.  But we will!

Though everything happens for reasons beyond our understanding or purposely driven.  None of us should be sitting around wasting time trying to figure out why things happen they way they did when they left us bleeding out trying to find our way back up or even just to breathe.

When you need to find strength to get back up.  When you want to believe in something real and relevant to you.      Find the truths that give you what you need but know not everyone, not everything will be there by you as they say, or even sometimes act out and pretend to be.

I choose Jesus Christ and the God of all things and the story that has been told for centuries and written unchanged to the truth and even modern-day miracles in my own life and those of and in this world.

So yes, we all get to choose.   But know your choice of good and evil, light, and dark leads you to what is behind the door when it is your time to check out.

Crazy this mind maze and all that just wants to flow out at times.    Gone are the days of writing that beautiful romance love story where the queen always gets her king in the end.

God our one true king gave his son Christ Jesus as the Prince of Peace and love so bold, so deep, so ambitious.     That if we choose to live in dreams or fairy tale worlds  we will always be broken, let down and deceived.

That beauty of passion that you feel for miles apart, that hunger like an addict needing the next drug fix.     None of it will ever be enough.  

  So, we set our minds-eye on things that do not make sense to others.    We reach for something unchanging and proven without the fragile possibility of being consumed one more time by those who just were because they can.

As we look around and see those who most likely were, yet we have no way to confront the demons just to look them face to face and know who they are, what they are, what they do only matters for those they are breaking piece by piece.

In the end all they do, all they did.  All the cuts they left for others will piece by piece peel away from their very souls as they watch and consume the very fire they spelled out on others. 

The question is will they seek redemption first or will the rotten fruit be taken from then one by one as what they thought they loved be taken away for the unfinished misdeeds they never really understood darkness would bring and perhaps haunt them through out eternity with.

Lord show us all how to find purpose in the pain and worship you and all you are.  

  Show us the error of our ways before too many are hurt or scarred into that unfixable mental state to love as you created us to be for.

I know Lord you alone are greater than all things of this world.    You alone fight for those who believe and cling to your hope and get back up trusting in what mercy and grace should be.

Even in the darkness, even in the light you alone will never hate or despise the life you want for so much more.

May we know just who we are in and with you?

 

Though the love and never-ending fairy tale of my own heart, mind be vanquished to the unknown.  Though the tears of what could be get wiped away.     It is you through all the darkness that carries me out of the fires.   Never alone, sometimes shown what I will never understand.   Always held by the promise of what your tomorrow could be.

No matter what could be, what will be you would be the very being that gives air in these lungs allowing one more moment of hope, peace, and love to come to be.

No one has to understand who I am.  But all should know who you are Jesus!

Show yourself.

Show us who we really are in you.

Show us what love, life, and healing in the light never to be afraid of the dark really is.

No hiding, no crying.   Truth, understanding, purpose, and most of all forgiveness to allow us to just breathe again with you.

 

Give me strength Jesus as I travel to the unknown not knowing what to expect.  Guide my path in you.  Protect this being, this soul most of all what is in the depths of me hold tight and never allow anything other to do what has been done ever again.    Your will Father God.  For my very existence and all I am connected.

Until I am able guard this heart, this spirit this very being for all you wish it to be.

Chris Tomlin - I Will Rise


Sunday 5-11-2025_PrayersThoughts_PiecesofMe (AlwaysMeKelly)

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